Well have never wrote anything here but I guess today is a good day to start. Well don’t want to start this of in a bad mood but I think writing how I feel will help me. To start of am in college now so almost a year has past since I left Hs, and when I left I also left behind friends. Not because we lost contact, but because she stabbed me in the back. Not really trying to get into detail but I always though through out my Hs years that we were really good friend, and after Hs we would stay as friends. That was a lie and it hurt me so much to know that a friend that I trusted could stab me in the back. I though I was fine not being her friend it has been five months since I haven’t talked to her. I though I was fine and moving on with my life, but today I crashed. My dad saw her on his train ride to work; since we were close she knew my whole family. She talked to my dad very briefly; that is not really what bother me. when I was in the computer another Hs friend myspace me, and I haven’t talked to her in while so I decide to check out her pics. Not knowing that she still had picture of me and what use to be my best friend. The pictures hit me; in the picture we look so happy and I remember that we were really good friends for four years, and she
decided to throw it all away. well I have to stop before I think more about it I should be able to move on with my life. Right now one quote seems to express how I want to think of this situation.

I believe everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go 
things go wrong so you can appreciate them
when they’re right, you believe lies so much
eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart so better
things can fall together.
                                       -- Marilyn Monroe